Dream of adding a particular someone in facebook.
Even when i woke up I thought it was absolutely real!
Hence this illusion continue in my life until I checked my facebook a/c just a few min ago.
Can't believe accidentally accepting someone friend request in facebook could cause so much fright in me. Better be careful in the future.
Thanks god it is a dream...Relieve
I had always believed in that. believed in How noble parents are.
However it does not seems to be the case. No matter of any blood relation, or how close you are with each others, money would always be the most crucial parts in determined your future relationship.
It kind of weight me down, when I think of that.
Is Money the most crucial or important thing possible?
I wish I could know the answer. If the answer is No, when in times of money problem, how would those people who are deemed close to you really supported you? Or these people start to has hesitation?
It's kind of sad but I guess this is called reality.
頑張っている！ 私は！日本の勉強もと難しいになる！
アニメ、たくさんみった！BがたHけい、なると、BLEACH,そしていろいろ変のアニメをみった。
変のアニメはどちら？私に聞かないでください。理由は、えとね、そのアニメちょっとSTRAIGHTじゃない！
SIMの手紙もらった。今、MONASH大学校の手紙まっている！早く来てください、手紙さん。
手紙さん会いたい。でもただMONASH大学校の手紙さんだけ。別のは来ないね！
きの、日本のFOOTBALL TEAM VS HOLLAND FOOTBALL TEAM. すごいと思う！日本の勝ちだ！やったね！日本FOOTBALL TEAMよく頑張ってね！
Brought a laptop and hard-disk.
My Pocket was greatly hit by a tornado... So it had a super big hole right now... almost as deadly and deep as a BLACK HOLE!
Recently, I found myself to be really fortunate.
I had a bunch of friend who are willing to listen to my grumble, willing to console me when i need it. Even in times when I tried to hide my depression from them, they would tried to find out my feeling, understand me and so on.
Anyway,.. in short I am really lucky! haha..
Haizzz.... If I have something that I really hate..., it would be looking at my parent hand, even a glance of it really piss me off a great deal.
I am really angry at myself. If I had something to be proud of, it would be, diligent, my parent are real diligent when it come down to work though I sometime do think that they work so much that they forget something else that is important.
Their diligent was shown in their hand. As a result from working too hard, their hand looked terrible. Seriously terrible.
Whenever I looked at their hand especially my mum, I would be very angry at myself for not being able to provide them a good life but instead be a burden to them. Not only they have to take care of the family, they have to carry the burden of my studies as well.
However, in order to find a decent job, I believe that I should study to further improve my knowledge, being able to live by myself or study oversea will help me to grow, not only in term of brain/knowledge but as a person as well. Every successful person had to be independent I guess... at least.
But, even though I had made my decision, the idea of being a burden to them had been weighting a great deal.
I can't balance out both of them... that's why I had been in serious depression and normal mode recently.
Even with a bank loan, given my capability, I can't earn back all the money for my studies before the interest start. Hence I needed to rely on my parent even though it will bring a great deal of stress to them as they will need to worked double hard when they are already working as hard as they can right now.
But I guess I dun really have a choice since EVEN (Emphasis) SIM rejected me, what could I do?
I would like to minimise the damage that could be done.
Nothing is more important to me than my family.
I will go australia! I definately will get a degree!...
>.<
Thats it! I dun care about other thing else liao!
That's it That's it!
今の私何をできる？ 何が好き？ 私自分の自信じゃない。
私、私知らない。
迷子。
でも私は私手伝って欲しいだ。だから、私もっと頑張ってつもりです。
私できるですか、できないですか？分からないでも、一度やって見たい。
未来誰もわからない。でもそれは未来楽しいとおもしらい理由だと思う。
楽しい未来が欲しいなら、私もっと頑張ったら、もっと楽しい未来があるんと思う
未来のために！私のために。
Name: Your name
ManichijessMainichi is a Japanese word which mean everyday. Jess is basically my name. Welcome to my daily life =D
Get all A's! 
