Had been wondering why jia hui had not been replying me since last week.. every sms i mean...
Then called today to only realise tat i had called the wrong Jia hui...
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Keep on drifting to different topic... due to erm hum...
Discussion completed.. meetingon nov again to discuss...
Today discussion give rises to different issue tat had been hidden inside me...
the A: Hope to finish the graduation faster so can enjoy myself in japan
B : Hope tat the time will stop till I decided what to do until my poly graduation.
Could say there is still ample time for me to ponder on my future yet time still seems to be too running too fast for me to catch up on...
I am quite a slow person..., yet time seems to be an olympic runner!
running at i guess 1000km/hr...? ermmm.. seem to be too exaggerated.
Time for me to sit down and be serious for ermmmm.. for at least for once, to decided on my direction in my life.
You can only live once so treaure it, I guess! yet life is a stage, ... a very time consumng stage though!
At least always be the main actor during the stage, do not always listen to the orders of others actor in your life. If not that will not be your show anymore.
Having a unsettled feeling at the moment! but once decided on a decision follow through with it. Even if Iregretted it later on, at least I did what I think that I am supposed to do at that time, perhaps this might make me feel better, i suppose. Beside I might not really regretted it.
Last but not least would like to apologize to jia hui!
Sorry for waking you up to ask you a stupid question! Feeling extremely guilty right now!
ごめんなさい、ジアフイちゃん ;Gomen Nasai Jia hui Chan!
Have been nagging abt how bad my mum is to several ppl within these week... Feel bad abt it. People! Just bear with it!
But even though I like to complain... But i do love her a lot!(I guess so..)Just tat even if i noe i am wrong i will try to convince myself i am not!... hehe... tryinh to psycho myself tat I am right! (I failed terribly at it though! Justice do win wahaha!)
So wat i am saying during those moment does not make sense just bear with me but dun accompany me to critize her... since i will definately be even more annoyed with u than with mum... I have reserve the right to be the only one to critize wahahah! well tat's all.