This is what I had always thought. Having pursue my degree in computer science, I had finally graduated. The jovial and simple minded me was joyful of this special event. Never did I realize that the real nightmare is going to start.
From applying from job through various sources to job interview, I get more dejected every-time I went through any of them.
Not because the interview didn't went well. I had found that it was awfully hard to find a job that could drive me to another level of career.
Even if it exists, the knowledge I had possess in my current state was not adequate.
Every-time this scenario occur, it simply serve as a reminder towards me on " ah how little knowledge I had in the area that I pursue my degree in".
Feeling dejected and exceptionally useless I shall sign off for today.
May God bless
During my trip in China, this was a common term on TV.
How true is that, never underestimate the power of millions of people.
Computer Science was never my interests not to mention programming. Used to thought that I could used it as a platform to something else but it doesn't seem to be easy either.
Hope that god could bless me a chance to work in my place of interest. Rather than place of interest it should be my area of interest.
Whatever that I could receive, I would be thankful for what he give me.
Signing off,
Jessica
唐诗里记载的好
十年磨一剑。。。
指得不就是书生吗？自古以来从未曾变过。
养军千日用在一朝啊。 凡事有何不可。
是是非非又有谁可定夺呢？
我有百思不解的忧愁，好友知己千杯少啊。
I know my problem all along...~ it wasn't a gd sign!
Me and my big mouth!!!
signing off~
Will alter my personality!
I read through facebook status again happen to see a status about opportunity.
It remind me of something.
For example 1:
there was this guy A who said that guitar are more difficult than piano...
For example 2:
there was this guy who complain about his inability to do something because he lack the opportunity to
For example 3:
there was this guy c who wanted to learn something but unwilling to put in effort, passion and sacrifices something e.g. time, money to learn.
I wonder if anyone beside me had any encounter with the above 3 guy that i had mention?
It might perhaps be normal, but something juz ticks me of.
First of all I shall start with guy A, how do you compare when you never try the comparison item before?
Next for guy B, denying an opportunity.... haha opportunity don't find you. You look for opportunity
Lastly, for guy C, I guess the principle of you reap what you sow apply?
signing off,
sweet dream my dear friend
First I really hate guys who are a guys BUT only physically with a lady mental.
That's pure disgusting. Well it is ok if he is a gay...
Anyway to keep things short the characteristic that make me went crazy is sensitive.. in the wrong way.
Shiver*
Can't take it anymore disgusting!
Name: Your name
ManichijessMainichi is a Japanese word which mean everyday. Jess is basically my name. Welcome to my daily life =D
Get all A's! 
