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Brought a book, 今天你给自己打几分?
In the book it state, If you are had taken a task, just accept it!

是享受,还是忍受。
人往往都在忍受。不管是什么都好。
但忍受的心不甘情不愿。不得不否认我也是其中一人。
但有谁做得到喜欢做甘愿受这几个字呢?
"" was Posted On: Monday, July 4, 2011 @10:04 AM | 0 lovely comments
 
sch starting =D it's been a long time since i blog haha =D


Had been busy even during holiday... but well it made life fulfilling! Learn how to cook from my dear! Master chef jin jin! =D oh mannn whoever marry her is going to be so lucky! haha





Without a lousy friend, you won't know who your good friend is and how true is tat!


I am contented. I felt so lucky. God had treated me well!





Beside friend, I am glad that I had time to spare with my family during these two weeks of holiday even though it was not much but i at least allow me to appreciate family warmth without feeling and burden on top of me. For that i am grateful.

My social circle had broaden up since that day and I had learned a lot of thing, appreciated a lot of thing as if i had got to know the world again. The world isn't tat bad afterall =D

Sometimes for something you must felt it for urself not from others and how much i would have to agree with that.

Some time once thing are broken they are broken and could not be mend. But well, it was more impt to treasure wat we have now =D I am satisfied. It gave me peace =D

Thanks mother earth who gave me a chance to experience these emotion, they are precious.

I had read a book recently, ok well i will just skip to the summary of tat book. In the book it state that life are connected. I seriously appreciated tat. Who say ur death would not affected the world? Even though it might be small it would affected the world in certain way, either noticeable or not. =D I felt comfort upon reading through this book.

I wonder if there was any miserable out there who only think abt themselves and themselves. Living is not only about taking but also about giving. But how difficult it is to give unconditional. I guess those who does not know how to balance these would only lose out in the end, well tat's all my opinion... haha shall end for now =D
"" was Posted On: Wednesday, June 29, 2011 @11:26 AM | 0 lovely comments
 
Depressing...
When i had given up someone tell me to hold on. But what can i do if the involved parties choose to do nothing? And if the involved parties choose to ignore it, it could only mean this thing does not matter? Why should i even salvage something that doesn't matter?

Kind of pissed off. Never felt such an anger in my entire life...
"" was Posted On: Monday, May 30, 2011 @12:56 AM | 0 lovely comments
 
Thing that I am unclear of:


1. With Regards to the BLP (b,m,f,h)


h = hierarchy

does this mean:

(since the root must be of higher security level than the parent)





2. For puzzle:

In cases where puzzle could be one big puzzle or could seperate the one big puzzle to 8 smaller sub puzzle.

-Does this mean that: 1 big puzzle = 8 smaller sub puzzle?

The probability of getting them are?

(1/large puzzle) vs (1/smaller puzzle * 8)

In this case in term of working it will be:

FORMULA : m*2k-1 (to find the expected result by brute force)

Hence:

1/2^(k+3)

[Question over here: +3 should be the identifier for the big puzzle to identifier the big puzzle]

1/2^k8

[The k*8 over here is because there is 8 smaller puzzle]

In theory one big puzzle = 8 smaller puzzle

[since the 8 smaller sub puzzle was get by seperating the big puzzle into 8 diff puzzle]

how does:

1/2^(k+3) EQUAL to 1/2^k8? if the +3 refer to the identifier shouldn't the 8 smaller puzzle also have identifier as well?

e.g. 1/2^(8k+3)




"" was Posted On: Thursday, April 14, 2011 @10:00 AM | 0 lovely comments
 
sitting down.. realising how immature and childish i was... Clearing my head and most importantly my heart... this moment, i felt a kind of relieve i never had before. As if i am freed from something. Or had gained two wings. Being as immature as i was i am glad tat ppl are willing to go along with me... however yet i know that this was definately not right to continue this way. I am thankful to the gods for helping me.. Heaven had been really kind to me =D If all the gods and mother earth could hear me I would like to thanks them for feeding me, forgiving me, helping me, even though i am so imperfect but yet they never gave me up. For this i am gladful.... and it wasn't a feeling that could be brought out by a single word. Please continue to guide me from now on.. :) I will learn seriously and take every opportunity or experience u gave me
"" was Posted On: Wednesday, April 13, 2011 @7:24 AM | 1 lovely comments
 
Sometime giving up might not be a bad thing. Life should be live, but not to live for life
"" was Posted On: Thursday, April 7, 2011 @5:06 AM | 0 lovely comments
 
A little life was born, the wonderful feeling of being able to experience this life, meeting different kind of person, either good or bad, was all part of a life. Death it might seem faraway but yet near. Death was the end of the experience, the end of a show. Yet an end lead to another is the wonderful start. This cycle that mother nature had create for us. mother nature, something that was so mysterious but yet a part of our life which was essential. Being able to be here, can't felt how lucky i was. Being with the right parent, having a wonderful family. It give me the encouragement to try harder.
"" was Posted On: Saturday, March 26, 2011 @11:24 PM | 0 lovely comments

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