This is what I had always thought. Having pursue my degree in computer science, I had finally graduated. The jovial and simple minded me was joyful of this special event. Never did I realize that the real nightmare is going to start.
From applying from job through various sources to job interview, I get more dejected every-time I went through any of them.
Not because the interview didn't went well. I had found that it was awfully hard to find a job that could drive me to another level of career.
Even if it exists, the knowledge I had possess in my current state was not adequate.
Every-time this scenario occur, it simply serve as a reminder towards me on " ah how little knowledge I had in the area that I pursue my degree in".
Feeling dejected and exceptionally useless I shall sign off for today.
May God bless
During my trip in China, this was a common term on TV.
How true is that, never underestimate the power of millions of people.
Computer Science was never my interests not to mention programming. Used to thought that I could used it as a platform to something else but it doesn't seem to be easy either.
Hope that god could bless me a chance to work in my place of interest. Rather than place of interest it should be my area of interest.
Whatever that I could receive, I would be thankful for what he give me.
Signing off,
Jessica
唐诗里记载的好
十年磨一剑。。。
指得不就是书生吗?自古以来从未曾变过。
养军千日用在一朝啊。 凡事有何不可。
是是非非又有谁可定夺呢?
我有百思不解的忧愁,好友知己千杯少啊。